If you could see me now

Sorry Im almost forget his birthday, three days left and I just can write about him right now.

Im not that sad like some years ago, hopely its not meaning im little bit forgetting him or being normal for his leaving. NO NO! im just trying to be stronger, and sincere to know him will never be here anymore.

Him is my father, my only father, my hero, my everything. And. I. Miss. Him. So. Much.

Hi, dad.. Howdy? Hope you happy there and hope my prayer always accepted to you and ease you from everything, ya..

Dad, hmm I dont know where i should start hehe.. i think, i oh no i mean "We" are so much missing you.. i remember the time like this more than three years ago, you used to be my reminder to get pray in the night and always wake me up in early morning to subuh. OOooh, dad im still a forgetful person and my alarm is not that useful, yeah mommy is busy now and I try to not make mom busier. She's tired enough.

Hmmm.. your daughters is bigger now, you dont have to worry us again.. We love you dad.. forever..